Enemies with Benefits

"Two enemies who are sexually involved with each other, but are not allowed to have feelings involved, as this makes the whole system crash."

I hated not being able to have feelings for you; or being able to openly express them. It's like you were messed up and only wanted things on your terms or how you wanted them to be; in your own little messed up world and I became sucked up in it. You couldn't bare the thought of me having feelings for you. It's like you wanted me but without the emotional aspect of me and it totally destroyed me!

"Enemies by day, sexual enemies by night."

"They are not allowed to tell anyone either, or go on dates."

-We didn't go on dates either- but I'm so glad I blocked as I knew I was protecting myself from something and that makes me so proud.

Now I just gotta focus on walking away from him.